First, I am sure you are all know my story: https://iluvbingjcsbride.blogspot.com/2013/03/boyfriends-versus-jesus-my-holy-husband.html, or https://iluvbingjcsbride.blogspot.com/2013/01/relationships-and-how-god-works-through.html and https://iluvbingjcsbride.blogspot.com/2016/05/marital-status-and-gift-of-singled-men.html.
Let me give you another piece of advice: do not look for love unless it is looked upon by you for Jesus the ultimate Lover of your soul!
Pay attention to His Voice which, by the way, means to be quiet and sit at his feet: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LyIrr6NWjvk.
Hope this link also helps: http://proverbs31.org/radio./.
Psalm 38:9 NIV
 All my longings lie open before you, Lord; my sighing is not hidden from you.
Hope this deeply causes a longing like no other for the Man Jesus!
With you in the power and love of Christ,