I strongly encourage you to get in a bible study and study either by yourself or with a friend. It will help you alongside your journey of this Life. I wonder if you KNOW Jesus as your Lord and Savior.
I hope you find peace and comfort in whatever you may be struggling with.
Salvation comes by confession and believing that Jesus is Lord.
Here is a great website you can go to for Scripture reference: http://www.biblestudytools.com
Love to all!