I have been there and know where you are. Please know I am praying for you.
Now remember, this does not mean that you can run out and buy another bible to add to your collection of God's word.
Instead, you need to put God first in all you do and nothing less. I am talking about resistance to put you book bible down but never avoid reading it!
I hope you are hungry for the Word, cause I know I am!
Hope this inspired you to dig deeper into His book of Life.