What do you mean by breaking my heart to pieces?

https://youtu.be/XHkPRlKj-Hc
It hurts God more than us to have a stone for a heart.
Read more in the Bible through Ezekiel 11:19-20; 36:26; 18:31.
Hope that brings you to the cross of Jesus Christ this Christmas season and all year around!
Blessings!